"I want to believe in it Because I can't yeild my feelings for you to anyone. I long to hold you tight. Please understand me, I want to be with you."
Let me say thi has been the first good day in a long time. I won't give up all the details but I went on a date. The girl I went with is very very cool and I like her a lot. Now to explain the above quote...
Maybe I'm being a little to hard on myself or .... I don't know maybe it's because I haven't gone on a date in a long time. Maybe on my date I should have held my dates hand or embraced her more. I wanted to... but I didn't want to make her feel uncomfertable.
It's been a long time since I've really liked a girl. I don't know, she's just differet than the normal girls I see. She's great at drawing and is just ... interesting. Normally I don't care how I act around girls, but I really don't want to screw things up with her.
Maybe I am just being too hard on myself...
GhostofSmokeyJoe · Sun Nov 12, 2006 @ 07:28am · 1 Comments |