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I'm mad

and I'm venting here

******** off if you don't like this entry I could honestly care less. scream

I was on RO, talkin to my friend Blaugh. He's this lil 12 year old kid who's sad 'cause the girl he likes doesn't like him back. I'm sittin there bein all supportive big sister to the little sleez and he asks me how I feel about him. He's friggin 12 and I'm 17. So I said he was like my lil bro and the punk a** got mad at me!!! Like its my damn fault he's 12 or something scream Little b*****d got all "I'm better than you" on me, said I was a bad friend and ******** logged offline scream I can't believe that!!!! No one else likes him!!! Everyone else says he's annoying and s**t and I'm sittin there cause I actually WANT to be his damn friend and he goes off on meeeeeeee!!!!!

I hate kids scream stressed

Zaros doesn't even remotely fckin like me and that makes me mad too scream I'm not mad at him, hell he can like whoever the hell he wants. I'm mad at me for liking him and not having my feelings returned stressed scream

I hate boys. scream stressed

My friend who hasn't been on RO came back from being grounded so me and her hung out for a while. I got caught up doin guild stuff and she thought I was dissing her and I wasn't so now she probably things I hate her or something.

I hate being busy. scream stressed

On RO I have a pet Rocker and I keep dieing and now the damn thing hates me. I dont' fckin die on purpous, but its like all the strong monster that can come out do when I'm out trying to make the damn thing loyal.

I hate pets. scream stressed

I have a fckin writers block and I can't write anything good. I can't focus on s**t and all I can think about is Chris (not a bad thing....)

I hate writers blocks. scream stressed

....::sigh:: Ok, now all my anger is gone I will go into journal 2 and write a much better entry biggrin