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20.

When ever I think about that last night in Chariton, I get scared. What if I had done things differently? What if I did try to sneak my heavy suitcase out during the night? Would have someone woken up and caught me? Would someone have heard the noise I made and got me caught? What would have there been too said? What would have been my punishment? What would my life be like there now if they had caught me? What if my dad had found out about the suitcase or saw me heave it into the back of my trunk? If things had gone jus t a little bit out of whack… would I have been doomed to live in that awful place until the end of my high school career?

I wish I couldn’t think about it, but I do sometimes and it stirs much fear in me.

Oh, I had another weird dream… Well, not another it’s been forever since I’ve had dreams. A few people that were in it were Katara, a water nation and a fire nation, Rusty Red from Clue and his cardboard clue house... Arghe... It was all so confusing ‘because I kept waking up and stuff. Plus apparently it stole a part of a dream I already had according to my dream me.

- - - Weird part
I was in some kind of helicopter, and then I was dispatched to heat up some villain’s engine, and then for some reason I was naked but no one cared. 0-o But it was only for a few seconds in the dream…

- - - Another weird part
I was back in the helicopter, and it was getting loose because the ‘brain’ couldn’t hold on any longer and it’s batteries were almost drained it crashed into the water, and then I saved some other chick who had fallen, and she took me to the water people and there were some weird freaky little kids standing by its gate. There I saw Katara, and she apparently had been doing some time-traveling. It was pretty weird I guess….

- - - Towards the end of my dream that I remember
There was a part were I was at a hideout underneath the art house, and everyone was filthy rich supposedly. There were millions of people around my house and they just won’t go away no matter what I do. Plus with my dumb luck, the front door lock isn’t locking because it’s a peace of crap. Desirea says, “That would be just way too ****ing easy, wouldn’t it?” Just when I was thinking about barricading the door Niota finally shows up through the crowd and I let her in. I finally go crazy and tell everyone that we spent all the money on the stupid house, my parent’s teeth and paying off their ****ing car and we don’t have a god damn ****ing thing so get off my property ‘cause I’m calling the cops!” A few hours later after there’s some paparazzi chick taking pictures I flipped her off and she started clapping and stuff like Wendy did when Raquel moved… *laughs* But then I looked around and there were a few pinks that were trashing my art house, which was also the secret base for something like that. Plus they kept shouting ‘Arsenal! Arsenal!” I tried to beat them up, but they were freaking huge! The bold guy was like 13ft tall, there were a weird purple-green guy and some other chick that I did see who was looking at the refrigerator. I was knocked out, and when I woke up the entire building was on fire. Some old guy saved me, but he became half-dead because of it (Rusty Nailer from Clue) and then he died – but I didn’t seem to care that much. Then I grabbed Niota’s hand and we ducked for cover behind the house and there was a huge explosion from the art house. Then there were a bunch of Zombies and you were just throwing apples at them and said it was fun. I jumped on a cow and told you to get on, and you were like “fine fine...” Even though there were zombies now coming at us in all directions. And then strangely enough the cow flies off…