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This is a poem I wrote too joshua and Andrea loved ones that died, and I hurt joshua when I was a child and when he was a child. I wish that time erased.

Thinking about you
by Ashley

You're gone now, what am I too do?
All I can do is cry, and think about you.
I wish it didn't happen, because now you're both gone,
All of my hope just faded away,
when my mom told me at dawn.

I really wanted you to forgive me,
For what I did to you,
remember, we were only children,
I didn't mean too hurt you.

All I have now is memory,
my crying nights seem like a phase,
I miss you so much even though you might not miss me,
I wish I could just say sorry before you died on that depressing day

I feel cold and sad too think about you,
I even try not too cry in school,
but the more I think about you,
I feel ashamed and sorrow and doom..

This all feels like a memory,
fading away as the emotional nights go by,
I still have faith that you will forgive me,
But I always wonder why,

I wonder why you were chosen,
to die on that emotional day,
every body misses you,
And loves you in every way.

The days feel so lost without you here,
we miss your sister too,
but time cannot erase my dear,
we miss the both of you.

so hear me crying on this very night,
with all my heart and all my might,
please forgive me, I have faith in you,
I miss you so much, but there's nothing I can do.
Did I not mention how much I loved you?
because I do.