Most Likely
Cars fly by as I stare out the window,
Listening to my favorite My Chemical Romance song.
It reminds me of you but I know,
That theres no way I could be with you.
Under different circumstances,
Who knows why we can't be together.
I have you with me always.
But the fact that I can't hold you is good enough for suicide.
But I carry on througout my day,
As if there's nothing wrong.
My mom suspects theres something I won't say,
And then she nags me about it.
I keep telling her that I'm okay,
Though again I'm lying to myself.
I don't fit in with anyone today.
I don't belong in this world.
And there I go, another thought of suicide.
Just as I had suspected.
I can't run and I can't hide.
And my world is tumbling down.
My ex who said the day before,
Said that he didn't want to talk to me.
And here he is, geez, what a chore.
And now he wishes to talk.
He just needs to shut up.
I don't love him anymore.
Damnit! Stop lying! Just shut up!
You know you can't live without him.
I know I can't but its just not right.
Not right? What that you can't stand to be around him?
No, that's not what I meant.
Or is it that you can't stand to be away from him.
No, its just.. I don't know. Maybe.
You still love him, huh?
I said maybe.
I'll take that as a yes.
Maybe I just can't get over him.
Probably.
Or maybe I just don't want to get over him.
Most likely.
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