The rain beat on the ground like an endless sloter. The smell of blood running down my arm filled the space around me. Is this the life I am supposed to live? Abuse, hate, lonelyness. What life is there to live in a place that could never be called home.
The look in my mother's eyes as she pointed the knife at me said everything. The woman that gave birth to me regreted ever having me. I embarrass her, I do not deserve her love. She thought me better off dead than to be allowed to live a life I do not deserve.
There is only one place I can go now. There is only one person that will take me. Crossing the fields I remember her songs, her smile, her. She would welcome me with open arms. She would love me.
I reach the two story house at the top of the hill. There were cars and ambulences waiting in the parking lot. I held my breath at the thought of what might have happened. My heart renched as I entered.
"Killed by her daughter," one of the medics said "then the daughter killed her self". It couldn't be. She couldn't find me, so she went to the next best thing to destory me.
When I picked up the knife the medics finally noticed me. "Miss you can't-- oh my gosh we have a surviver here!" he jumped to his feet to take the knife and inspect my arm. I pointed the knife to my chest "this is what she wanted" I said threw clenched teeth as I looked at my mother. "Miss I don't know what happened, but if you give me the knife we can get you some help". I shook my head "This is the only thing that can be done".
When I pushed the knife in my heart I felt the color leave from my face. The shock of the medics face made me happy as I died. At lease there would be one person to cry for me when I left. At least I would not die alone. As I took my last breath i smiled and said "At lease i know someone cared for me".
Its sad I know. I'm sorry. sweatdrop
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