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Not really, but I feel this is becoming my livejournal all over again. New rants, tons of fun.

Lately ive been feeling more and more depressed, nothing to terrible. I just get this constant feeling of needing someone. This is the side effect of putting work above everything else. Not that I work hard, but I spend a lot of time avoiding life by just working on anything. So The melancholy feeling of wanting a hug is probbably normal. Only with no one to do it with, it becomes a problem.

On another note, I pissed off my friend myri. I really feel bad about it considering it was me just having an innocent gigle by drifting her in second life. Much like she had done to me many times before. Alas, when I piss someone off though, it seems to b very effective at making them want to leave.

Shortly after that little incident on secondlife. I lost network connections and got disconnected from teamspeak with murry. Who I doubt will read this, but if so, Im really sorry about that. I just got to upset to get back on. Not to be emo, but I really am sensitive to things like that, and despite the blunt attitude I give off, I really do care.

And moving along. I dunno why im so obsessed with this girl. Shes obviously shown a lack of intrest in me as far as love is concerned. So I really wonder what she wants to come out of that. Shes one of those odd platnic friends thats always around. Making it feel worse that you aren't together.

Mweh, ending this before I work myself up to tears, I don't like getting emotional at all.

~nyah. heart