I recently got a letter for a program that helps students get accepted into the right collage but there is a problem. My mother (whom I do not blame nor judge for this) cannot pay the bills for the program. It was offering tests to help and build adequate study habits for a person and test you for disabilities like ADHD and other stuff. I was truly amazed by it. I wonder if I'll get in. I guess for now since we're barely getting money I'm going to a community one. Well better than nothing. I realized that the reason why I want to go to collage is not to earn more money or get a higher social status. I want to do something good with my life. I want to dedicate my entire existance to healing ease a little of humanity's suffering. I want to be a psychologist and help heal souls. Someone who never takes life forgranted. I cannot stand by and work at a McDonnalds because I have a greater purpose in this life and that's healing. I will not do good to earn a place in heaven or earn a good reputation or a pat on the back. I want to be selfless and give a meaning to somebody's life.
 meow-meow-nao · Tue Aug 15, 2006 @ 06:08am · 1 Comments |
