I applied to two jobs today. The ball is officially rolling to where I anticipate I will be working again soon.
The problem is that I'm still going through a suboxone withdrawal so my emotions are fluctuating like crazy, especially in the negative direction. I get to this point where it's like I'm in a complete dilusion and my depression takes over everything that's good in me. I want it to never happen again more than anything, and it's usually triggered by drinking.
For this reason I've committed to not drinking again. And I have NO intention of ever seeing that woman again. What woman? Meh, not something I want to go into on Gaia. Just trust me on this one.
 emilydubz · Mon May 01, 2023 @ 01:47am · 0 Comments |
