Seriously, people just never cease to ******** disappoint you and make you question the entire human race.
I am a firm believer in always going that extra mile to brighten someone's day. Whether it's a small compliment or a huge favor. You never know what that person is going through and your minor mood booster could be the difference between life or death for them.
I've lost so many of my dear friends to suicide and was almost one of the many to do the same.
I get these shitty gut feelings whenever it happens. I get driven into a sense of fight or flight where I end up checking in on everyone around me to see how they are but then I get the notice that I was either too late or couldn't pin who the gut feeling was for. What's the point of being so connected to death but unable to ******** do anything to help? I know that sounds insane but I've always wondered if anyone else had the same feelings.
The feeling isn't just associated with death, it's also with the auras of people. It's been a huge part of Tishama's backstory, with her eye seeing the good or bad in people. Some people just make me feel physically angry or uncomfortable. I have severe OCD due to past incidents. One of those being locking my doors as soon as I get into my car or holding my keys with one key inbetween my knuckles.
The other day, this came in to possibly save my life. I was going to the shop and had was overwhelmed with a thick, suffocating wave of negativity. All coming from one man, who I noticed lingering just out of eyesight, near the entrance. I said something to the staff and no one listened. I obviously sounded crazy and paranoid. I was basically ignored and told no one can help because they don't see it. So same thing as usual, keys in knuckles and locked the doors immediately when inside the car. Not even five seconds passed when I heard someone pull on my back door. The same shithead I warned the store associates about. He was banging on my window and I was on the phone with the police immediately. Loud enough for him to hear them speaking through my car's bluetooth.
He left.
Two days later, they caught him. After he stabbed another woman a town over.
Seriously.
What the ********.
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