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Okay, this is a LONG song, like JOS and Homecomeing, this song goes out to my mom, a Guy I met named Jose, my dad, and the ones who gave me the insperation, Green Day, well, here it is,


I. The Wreckage Starts
Gimmie A break,
stop trying to take,
my last breath away,
Its getting annoying,
I hate your toying
Its driveing me away!
it's getting me all confused,
you're driving away,
I'm going crazy
II. Driven Away
My friends always had a way,
of getting in touch with me,
but you drove them away, and now I know I'm crazy
III. You All Along
It's not my faut
it's all you and you can't deny it,
I'm insain
dead in the brain
and all because of you,
and now I am dieing,
they told me to wait,
but I didn't listen
you told me to stay,
and I did, but you just hurt me,
let grown men flirt with me, when I was only eight,
And pretty much that killed me
you knew what was goin' on
and you knew it was wrong, and now you see.......
IV. My Fair Death
That it really Didnt Pay, My brians are in the Bay, next to those of Saint Jimmy
And you find somethin that ain'tncool, my arm is in the pool, and you know I ain't a fool!
My leg is in your bed, right next to your head, and in it is some pumped lead
I gave my nose to the dog, he looked at it like it was frog, and he threw it in the logs,
so mabey now you see, that it wasn't smart to assult me, because it only made it harder, for you to hide my body, since you've gotta
find the pieces, before you get eaten, by the darkness' eternal pit, and soon you will see, it wasn't good for thee.
V. I Hope you have fun in Hell, Not.
you try to hide your crimes, and you decide to die, and you stab yourself, But before you could, I payed a visit to God, and I told him not to be fooled, so he told me your verdict, for the eternal judgement, and I hope you'll have fun in Hell.......................NOT!
So when you start to drown around your last breath, I'll tell you HAVE A GOOD TIME IN HELL! And after you leave I look up silently, and I will scream at the top of my lungs
NOT!
VI. Beaten
My dreams Failed, and I'm on the ground, I guess that dreams were made for them not me, and I'll just sit here, lyin' on the ground, and I'll die in misery, there's no hope left for me, and I'm never goin' back to school, I knew that my plan was Perfect, but I forgot one thing, though I had my bedroom locked, and I thought I had the key, It turned that it had been taken by you, and you knew my every plan, so now I cannot stand, and I lie in misery, that I am still here, on the gound, on the floor, you're not in hell, and here I still must dwell, and I can feel my body swell, as I sit in pain but cannot Die.
VII. Stick Figure
It's been five years, and I get fed rarely, mabey once a week, I can feel my body thining, I can feel me getting weak, I stand up, but I still stager, and I stumble to the Mirror, I shreak in utmost fear, for I see something stareing back, a stick Figure to me, she hasn't got a chest, and her face looks like a skull, and her hair is torn and notted, and she looks like a bag of bones, I touch my face, and how could this happen, in a mid-suburban town? I look up the stairs, there's the unlocked door, but how do I get up there, while I'm lying on the floor? I look up with determination, and I cast away my fear, and I find my way up, and I run out to the night.
VIII. No one's There
First stop is the Hospital, I walk in and I fall on the floor, some one picks me up, and takes me through another door, I look at the doctor and he asks me, where do I live, and who is my family, I tell I have none, at not one cares, I tell him it was "Them" who made me need this care, they fed rarely, mabey once or twice a week, so I had to get out, before I became to weak, they fed me, and clothed me, and took me to the local shelter, where I sat and screamed in my little room,, No one's there, no one's there, the damned left me, there's no one there, no one's there, at least no one that really cares, no one's there, no one's there, no one's there for me, no one's there, no one's there, no one.....
IX. Jose
I had no where to go, the shelter had "burned down," I couldn't stand it, they too were bad, so I had to leave, I hijacked a car, and drove illegally all the way to Riverside California, I was only twelve, so I went to my Dad, and I told him my mom just gave up on her life, He registered me to Fremont, that's where I met him, his name was Jose, I saw him, and I didn't want to gawk, never before had I felt this way, It felt so nice, he passed by me, he seemed to know my friend Amber, I Listened to him talk, I fell for him, he fell for me to, we were together, a suicide for you, a suicide for you, a suicide for you!
X.Yet Another Abandonment, Another Sorrow, And Another Town.
Jose Left me, for a b***h I cannot name, but it's all the same, so I'm sorry daddy, but this place is Hell again, so I'm skippin' town this night, no way stoppin' me, there ain't no use, I'm gonna' find the place with no abuse, so goodbye, I have no sorrows, you won't see me tomorrow, oh, yeah, and my brain ain't hollow, I ain't dumb you see, I'll see you never mabey, so back off, don't try to stop me, I'm headin' to the place, of my happiness, where I'll sit and drink, my soda pop and Ritalin, takein' up some Claritin, headin' to the ATM in downtown city, headin' to Green Day concerts, livein' the good life, bringin' down my knife, into all the strife, murderin' the part of me that's victimized! Yet another abandonment, another sorrow, and I'm headin'! To another town..To another town..To another town.