Okay! So today was a really good day. Well, besides the fact that I learned my uncle was going to 'my past home' and my parents wouldn't let me go with him. I could have seen my best friend in less than 3 days! But no, nada. That and I cleaned like a dog today and I missed all my friends. I don't hang out with jen or nichole anymore. I wish i could. I jjust can't go to church as often as i did since my parenta and sisters all got jobs. I am the only one they can count on to keep the house clean and the laundry washed with my two little brat/lazy for sister that I have at home. I am the only one that my mum can count on. She needs me at home. I wish that I could have 10 hands so that i could do everything faster and still manage to go to church. If i do have free time, i spend it wither reading, drawing, or on here. but man what i wouldn't give to have a night out with them again. A sleep over like we had before or something. I would aske them for a ride to church, but I always do and i know that after a while it sort of gets to them. Come on, wouldn't it you? I don't know. I miss all my friends. The only one I have here to actually see everyday is my older sis Ezzy. She is like my best friend that I can always go out with. Even then, we don't even go out. We just run an earn when my mum is to tired to go out and do it. We know eachother like this though. (Closes fingers in a cross) Me and Lyndsie are best out of family friends. Then again she is like my sister. A sister I haven't seen in almost a year+ but a sister none the less. I've talked to her emensly over the phone these last couple of weeks. Well, she talked more, i kind of just listened. lol ^^ I just wish that me and jen and nichole could go out again. It never really was the 3 of us as opposed to the 2 of them but i always thought they were my friends. I don't know. Maybe I'm just a sap. (smack) okay, I'm out of it. lol well, night!
 Rivqah · Fri Jul 21, 2006 @ 06:10am · 0 Comments |
