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God I feel horrible.
I've been acting like such a b***h towards Davis because I've let myself become spoiled.. I need to stop letting myself act that way and try to be happy. He's trying his hardest and so should I... but I'm so spoiled and stubborn.
I don't think he knows how to cope with the actions I've been taking towards him, either.
Oh well... hopefully it will pass.
I just need sleep. I need to regain normal sleep patterns and stop staying up until five talking on the phone. I also need out... and away from my parents. They've been stressed, methinks, and it's making me uber stressed. 'cause I'm not as bad when my mom isn't around, but when she's around...
Uggh.
Nothing seems to be going right and I'm being lazy. I need to do something about this.
None of my goals for the summer have been fulfilled and the only thing I've succeeded in doing is downloading enough anime to overload my computer with. Oops.
I need to clear some stuff off of it. sweatdrop
Oh well... Anyways sorry, all I seem to be doing lately is complaining.
My body aches for sleep and nourishment and my mind aches for sanity, but neither of these things seem to be coming to me so... I'll just wait and see.
At this rate I may end up dying or something.
 Hoshi Okami · Fri Jul 07, 2006 @ 11:11pm · 3 Comments |
