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Long ago I thought I needed everyone on my side, so I tried my hardest to win people over but I did not know how to talk to people so I just ended up admiring them from a far. No matter how much people have hurted me I still wanted to be around them becuase I felt like if I pushed them away that I'll be all alone again and I didn't want that but all that ever brought me was more sadness and lonelyness that every night I cried myself to sleep on most nights. Then once a really good friend of mine told me in his own way that I didn't needed everyone, but just the people that matters biggrin