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The Wrong Side
Finally realizing.
No longer denying.
Took the wrong side.
It is time to hide.
Hide all the emotions.
All the achievements.
Anything that involves the wrong side.
Cover all the medals.
Fold the certificates.
Suppress the grades that shine.
Anything that leads to showing my overpowering light.
The only thing I need is not from them.
It's the right people who I need.
People who I need
and trust.
There is no need to lie anymore.
I lied to the wrong people when they were the ones who I was supposed to keep.
Now all the lies seep
uncontrollably.
Fixing with all these apologies.
Begging for chances.
Finally seeing that the ones I need
are in front of me.
Not blood-related.
But correlated.
A connection that's deep.
There's no need to weep.
Thankful is the right emotion.
Thankful for who I have now.
Not for who I used to have.
The length of deep adoration and friendship,
not the sinking bloody ship.
-Snow that flutters down like feathers