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EVERYTHING you need to know about me!
I'm short. 5 feet, one inch. I'm cool with that, though. Doesn't bother me. wink
Call me Emily, even though that's NOT my name. Well, at least it's as close to my name as I can say. See, if I wrote down my real name, anyone who knew me would DEFINITELY recognize it. Because my real name isn't Elizabeth, or Emma. (Or anything that generally gets "Emily" as a nickname.) My real name is weird, and unusual. I've searched it on baby name sights COUNTLESS times- and there have been no results. So apparently I'm the only one in the world who's got my name.
What my parent's were smoking when they decided to name me has yet to be found. But enough about that.
As of now, I'm Sixteen, in eleventh grade, and relatively... normal. I've got brown eyes, brown, curly/straight hair down to my waist, and tanish skin. I wear contacts at school and in public, and dorky glasses at home. My friends all beg me to wear my glasses to school but they'll never get me to do it... sweatdrop
I'm single. I've never dated anyone before... but simply because I haven't been asked out by anyone I've loved.
Because usually the people I tend to love can never really be with me. That's just how life do, ISN'T it. -_-
I'm "shy." Okay- seriously. Just because someone's quiet and reserved, it doesn't mean their shy. But everyone I know, even my close friends, have got the preconceived notion that I'm just reeeeeeaaaaally shy. Whatever, fine by me.
One more thing. I absolutely love to draw. It's the passion of my life. My dream is to work for pixar or Disney one day. Oh. And I will. Just WATCH me. One day, when I'm reading these journals, I'll smile and be like, "heh" while sipping wine from my condo in California over looking Hollywood boulevard. rofl ........lol
Ugh. Big sigh here. emotion_facepalm I also should probably write about my condition. Since this is public, and people may or may not read this, I'll be as discreet as I can. But I should write about it because it affects my life.
I'm uh, sick. I've got a permanent un-treatable condition that can be fatal if symptoms worsen. It's like cancer; one can go into remission, but you're not always 100% cured. Right now I'm admist a flare- up of my symptoms. It's hard to combat, because I used to be healthy... emotion_facepalm but four years ago I got diagnosed with my disease and ever since then it's been an uphill battle trying to sort it all out. Between highschool and my condition, I honestly don't know how I'm coping with it all.
None of my friends know about this though, and thats why I'm being annon about my name and such. I just don't want them looking at me differently, treating me weird because they know that something's seriously wrong with me.
emotion_donotwant Enough about that, though. emotion_facepalm
Phew. That's enough for today. I'm having doubts about this whole "public" viewing option now... but whatever. It's only the internet. That's why I'm confident about writing this. n_n No one will ever really know me, and I'm fine with that. emotion_c8
-Em
 Digital Art · Sun Sep 22, 2013 @ 01:47am · 0 Comments |
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