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So I just wrote something up... And I have no idea if I should sent this to my mother. I just... If you read it, and have read some of my other stuff, you will realize how upset I am.

"Okay. That is it. Tari, You have stolen from me, lied to me, and are acting more like and errant teenager than a mother. You promised to pay me for the fact I am doing YOUR job. I best see some of my money, and my graduation money. I don't care that you're being a bit too much of a child to talk to me when your NINETEEN year old daughter is more in the right than you are, and that sucks/ I still love you. AND THAT SUCKS MORE!

I want to hate you. Want to so bad. You have screwed me over so horribly that words cannot express my heartbreak. I can't go into the military or college because of you, at least until I have YOUR children settled. I can't keep this house afloat unless you pay me. And the fact that you have been treating me like crap, and your whole family like we are disposable, is a true testament to your mental stability.

You are not welcome in my life after this. You are my mother, but will never be my friend. Will never be a part of my children's life. Will never be a part of my college life. Nothing. There is no chance. But there is a chance to salvage your relationship with the other kids. Plain and simple, either start giving us the money we need, or lose us forever. You took two thirds of our income and left us with bills and debt stacked up high enough to reach the heavens.

What you are doing is NOT for the family. It is for your own selfish desire. I demand you act like a mother and help take care of your three children, because I am no longer a child. And no, you cannot kick me out of the house. It's not your call.

Good luck with your life, especially without me in it. I am not mad. I am not frustrated. I don't care. And the scary thing is the fact that you are not worth much more to me than needing to pay bills with the money you owe me is really sad, because before you went off the deep end and decided to become ******** INSANE, you were my best friend, my favorite person, my confidante, everything under the sun. And I miss you. But This is my goodbye. We will have a business relationship from now on. "