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People always perceive me in a negative way. I understand how most people think: While you are talking to them they are automatically psychologically evaluating you by your actions and your words, putting you into whatever petty categories or labels that they choose, but I don't fit into any categories. A lot of people don't get that, don't see that, or don't like that. Trust me when I say no one but my best friend TRULY understands me.
Usually people say I am either a whiny b***h or cocky, and I try to be open minded, I take that into consideration but I know that it is just a misunderstanding due to misinterpretation and/or miscommunication. It's people talk to me ONCE and swear they have me all figured out inside and out, and it's kind of pathetic :B
As far as the whiny b***h things goes people will just take how I feel and just say I am whining but when in reality I am just calmly and firmly expressing myself with confidence, I do not see how the two go hand in hand. It's because they don't. As for the cocky if you are sitting misjudging me I'm not going to be butthurt about it, I'm going to speak the truth, the facts, and just straight up brush it off because lets get real if you don't know me then you have no right to judge me and as far as petty assumptions go are the supposed to hurt me? I just feel like most people are insecure with themselves when they see I hold myself up with pride. Why? Because I am proud to be who I am. I don't let that pride blind though, I understand that I am not perfect, I am human just like everyone else yet the difference between an most people is that when I make mistakes I don't sit there and wallow in self pity. I pick myself up, find something positive about the whole situation and move on just to better myself as a person and others around me. In reality I'm not hurting anyone so why hurt me? Idk, I guess people are just fake as ******** on gaia.
Okay so if you want to be my friend understand that I always try to be a good person and I need a friend, not a foe, not a fake, otherwise I'm just going to drop you because you would be toxic to my life. I may or may not seem like a douche bag at first but I also try to have a heart of gold. If you are a friend of mine, especially a TRUE friend then I'll always be there to help you, and try to benefit you throughout you life and hold you up. I'm that dude who will tell you what is right, what is in the confines of reality, and give you real s**t advice and not what you wanna hear. I'm that dude who I keep strangers at bay but once you get to know me I'ma make you laugh your a** off ^ - ^ These are things I know about myself because I know who I am, and if you don't know who you are, depending if you are a kind person or not then I will help you on this journey we call life. So that's really all I've got to say about myself, too much more and I'ma seem too "cocky" xD Jk. Peace dudes.
 Despised Freak · Thu Aug 08, 2013 @ 02:51am · 0 Comments |
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