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i wanted to smile and laugh
so i put on this pretty pink mask
it's smile is wide it's lips are red
such a lovely mask

i wanted to be happy
so i glued it on
without thinking
i just put it on

no longer will i shed a tear
no longer will i frown
i'll laugh and smile until the day i die
i wonder am i really happy?
or is it just the mask i hide behind?

i smile and i laugh
but on the inside my heart is shattered
my dreams are demolished
but still i laugh and smile

my god what have i done to myself?

i was just a lonely child looking for happiness
who knew i would encounter such a wicked fate
not me and certainly not you

to smile forever to never shed a tear
i sold my soul for it