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So this is my first blog entry and I don't really have a real theme going on here, so I just wanna talk about something that has really been bothering me. I have this boyfriend you see and we have been going through rough patches in our relationship lately. Life has not been gentle to or relationship which makes it harder to get out of this sticky glob of crap that some call drama.
My boyfriend, Nick, and I have been together for about years and we met in art class last school year when he was a senior in high school and I was a junior. We hit it off the minute our lips touch when we shared our first kiss after months of being friends. I was happy, I was with my best friend and it was AMAZING! Like finger licking good,like you just had free ice cream given to you amazing. I still am super excited to call him my "BF".
Throughout our two years we were involved in a car accident and I nearly died, Nick told me that he was ready to here that I was dead or that I couldn't move for the rest of my life. He thought I was going to leave him. Although to EVERYONE's surprise, I stuck with him. I forgave him for ever being a horse's a** to me, I knew that he needed me and that he was so worried that I might have died. Anyways, thats not what is bothering me...
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It seems like now we aren't even a couple anymore. We just have really shifty feelings. I have been sick and I have been diagnosed with MERCA on my back thigh. I received MERCA while I was in northern California for a week vacation to visit family. When I returned home I was greeted by an awesome party thrown by Nick and his family. When I went to The medication that a prescribed to me is not making me the happiest camper in the hundred-acre woods. We have been bickering back and forth about small little things that honestly should even be recognized as irritating. I mean, who in there right mind would argue for an hour about the tone of voice that one says "no thank you"? Like holy poop balls! I am off my rocker. I know it is mostly my fault, but I am bothered by the fact that he has changed so much within one week. I have a feeling that something happened when I was away and it has really been nagging at my head of my suspicions:
Cheating? Not likely, but maybe. I guess only time can tell.
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