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If you know you're developing a crush on someone else when you already have a girlfriend and want to keep your girlfriend then at least have the decency to try to stop it from growing. Watching more movies and putting your arm around her won't stop your crush from growing. Lying about where you are in order to spend more time with your crush... ignoring your girlfriend's call when you're snuggling up with and watching movies with your crush... think about how your girlfriend must feel. Jealous definitely... and helpless as she watches the one she loves get further and further away from her. i'm crushed... that you would do this to me... after the whole crystal incident, i would have thought that since you didn't dump me then, you wouldn't do something like that. i'm not talking about getting a crush on her, no one can control their feels...i get crushes on other guys all the time.. but encouraging your feelings to grow? that's a low blow to something we call trust.
Not to mention being cold to me, promising to call me but never calling me back... anyways.. i am starting to feel like a fool.. hehe is this why they say fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me?

sorry for being such a boring girlfriend, but then all long term relationships end up being boring for you and in order to spice things up a bit you cheat right? why? you think you won't get caught eventually? you don't want to be alone, you date people you say you can see yourself marrying in the future, but you still end up cheating on them? why? am i not enough for you? is it because you really don't love me as much as you say you do? maybe you did get back with me just so you won't be alone since she wouldn't accept you. whatever the case... i feel like i've been fooled and i guess i only have myself to blame for loving you so much for taking you back every time... i really am a fool...