And I see no chance of release
And I know I'm dead on the surface
But I am screaming underneath
Good mood from yesterday is gone, I just feel indifferent to everything.
Maybe that's better? I don't know.
I just wish I could call V and just pour out my whole life story.
Everything because I left out parts, but she needs to know.
She's my best friend after all.
Maybe I can sleep over when she gets back.
I need it so I can feel happy again.
My life is a walking contradiction.
I feel so.. Lost. Like I don't care about anything and it's kind of scary but nice.
I'm not depressed or anything.
Just one of those days I suppose.
On the bright side my mom bought a pineapple.
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And you're tied together with a smile but you're coming undone~
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