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Because sometimes reality crashes a hole into your wall.
A Letter To The Anonymous Person
Okay so this is a letter, that I'm too chicken to actually send to the reciepent in mind. Uh please no laughing? And here I go.

Dear Anonymous,

First I want to start off with I'm sorry, and not the wimpy "Oh did I hurt your feelings? Oopsie" sorry I mean the dead serious "I feel like an utter b***h for this" sorry. I'm so sorry for breaking my promise and of course I had no intention what so ever of this happening, and I know that you have no idea what the hell I'm talking about. But I still feel bad. Anyways, the reason I feel like an utter b***h is because I purposely avoided you(and succeeded), and I avoided you because I knew I'd start crying if I didn't (not that it stopped me, I still cried on your behalf). And I know I'm probably making this sound waaay worse then it actually is, and that you probably would've been yelling at me by now, had I told you this right off the bat. Sorry for the break in typing, I had to move my computer. Anyways I just wanted to apologize, as best as I could, for something you don't really understand. And I'm sure you would've said it was alright, and that my apology was totally useless, but I can still apologize, and I can still feel like a b***h.
And I only have one more thing to say before I hide my head in shame and possibly avoid you today as well.
I love you.
...That is all....

-Sincerely,
The one who certainly doesn't deserve you



-This is all bullshit
That love was fabricated and a complete and utter waste of both of our time
It was always a lie
I just wish I'd realized it sooner

//Edited



**2015 EDIT**
...Well it looks like my past self beat me to what I was going to say here.





 
 
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