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lost in the chaotic world,
left behind with no direction,
with no help, with no hope,
left in the darkness,
away from all,
they hurt me,
with words, with actions,
the me I hide,
the me inside,
no one knows me,
no one can.
They all judge me,
before they can,
they make me sad,
they make me cry,
I lock myself up,
once more hidding,
to keep from crying,
the pain is hidden,
but the feelings arn't spared.
The feelings are hurt,
the heart is broke,
but still she prevails,
how can she stand living with such pain?
that will never be known,
its one of those things she'll never tell,
just as if it were one of her many secrets,
which she keeps hidden,
they tease and taut her,
causing more pain,
she wants it to stop,
but is afriad to speak up,
so her pain and suffering continue,
to this day it hasn't gone away,
the pain, the secrets, the lies,
she tries and tries but fails everytime,
if she calls out will you respond?
or will you leave?

Copyright 2006 -Lusia-
((its just how I was feeling at the time sweatdrop ))