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	C0ll3c71v3 VV0rk5 0f l173r47ur3 (collective works of literature) This is mostly a weird form of my thoughts being released. They usually come when i am in a dark mood and i don't want to tell anyone.

	I Think I'm In Serious Trouble
	I Think I'm In Serious Trouble


I left you early My mind didn't stop. I caught myself wondering "What's it matter if I go on to become a Librarian or if I just die?" I asked you If it's bad That I like you so much. You said you didn't know. I know now that it is. Because....this onesided love is taking everything from me. It's not your fault. Let me make that clear. The fault is mine. I love you. That's all I feel. That's the only truth. Please don't feel responsible. Not for my actions. My mistakes. My inability to handle this. You're wonderful. You knwo who you are. You know I mean it. For all my selfishness and self-centered whining YOU'RE THE CORE OF MY WORLD. I LOVE YOU MOST. NOTHING IS YOUR FAULT. I gave of myself freely. I surrendered my life. My body is a shell. Under the surface is withering. I'm in trouble. I'm in serious trouble. I can't get better. On my own I will never stop falling. So I'm asking Extend your hand to me. I'll never let go. But if you don't love me I'll slip through your fingers Like sand anyways. AUTHORS NOTE: I HAVE TO STOP BEING DEPRESSED. I HAVE TO. I NEED TO. I WANT TO. I'M NOT NATURALL DEPRESSED. I M JUST IN A BAD PLACE AGAIN. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO TO LIVE. kazuka78 · Sat May 19, 2012 @ 03:19am · 0 Comments


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