no matter what you do
you will always be unwanted
you will always be last
you will always be the worst
you will always seek death but never receive it
how does it feel to once again long for something but never receive it?
not even a glimpse?
one day you will cut too deep
but knowing your luck...
someone will save you out of pity...
beg for the end
it will never come
you will live this life until your body expires
you will live alone
you will live in this guilt
you will live in this regret
you will continue to cry
to weep
to cut
to tear yourself apart
because you cannot tell him how sorry you are
because you cannot make it up to him
because he is gone
and you will never been seen again
Ai Kyuketsuki · Fri May 11, 2012 @ 09:34pm · 0 Comments |