This will be my last journal entry. I figured since I only ever really used it to indirectly talk to you, why not address this to you as a sort of indirect parting gift.
Anyways.
I'm sad to hear you and Sam didn't last. I really do want the best for you, if she's not it then I'm sure you'll find the right one eventually. I'm glad to hear you'll be going to college, and grats on your drivers license! Sounds like things are going pretty well on your end.
Things have begun to change here as well. I'm still with Kieran and I'm loving every moment we spend together. It may not seem like a real relationship to you or anyone else who judges online dating, but I can assure you it will only be online for a bit longer.
I have also officially started my college adventure. I was accepted into Southern State and will be going in the Summer! Not only that but it's a full ride too. Still no luck in the job department, but I feel my search is coming to an end because of a family friend.
I hope you find work soon, and hope you do well in school.
The last time we actually talked I know I mentioned how I unfriended you on Facebook. I'm sorry. I realize now it may have seemed childish. I wasn't trying to spite you or anything. It's just I honestly miss(ed) you a lot and I didn't want that getting between me and Kieran any longer. I did a childish action with mature reason.
I think about you sometimes still, I'll admit. But only to the degree of "It's a shame we never met. I bet he's a really good friend irl." Certain songs make me sad, but that's about as far as it goes in the upset department. So I'm sorry if you can no longer "be happy at my misfortunes." =P
I'm doing great, and truly hope you are too.
Anyways, as said, this is my last journal entry.
I wish you a wonderful life.
Goodbye.
Love,
India
 Not Baked Gewds · Fri Mar 16, 2012 @ 08:16am · 0 Comments |
