"I've always been the kind of girl
that hid my face...
So afraid to tell the world...
what I've got to say.
But I have this dream
bright inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
to let you know - to let you know...!
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now!
Gonna let the light shine on me!
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in;
No more hiding who I wanna be,
This is me
Do you know what it's like
to feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
where you're the shining star
Even though it seems,
like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself,
it's the only way...!
This is real, this is me!
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me~
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me"
Tender acoustic: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwWX0ylkP0M&feature=related heart
Thank you . . .
-edits on March 22, 2012-
Waaaaiiiitt a second o - o
Did people come here, thinking I was going to divulge anything? 8O
-blinks, tilts head- Are people really that interested .. ? ' o '
If you expected a picture:
Silly c: I don't like pictures ^^;. I'm picky about them lol. When a picture is acceptable to me, I show it, but most of them I won't allow ANY picture. Other people show all pictures, unless blurry or an accidental movement/facial expression, but if I ever show one, it must be okay by me. I give criticisms, but I can't accept criticisms because I don't need anyone to tell me my flaws, which I am acutely aware of, even subconsciously, forever. No one is more critical of me than myself and no one would hate me more than myself. When I criticize myself, I'm merely never letting myself forget some things. Unlike other people's criticism, I would not bash, shout, complain, or be cruel. That is why other people's words hurt far WORST than my own They're not the same.
Oh, don't think my self-criticism is light. That would be an understatement, sir/madam. Sorry, I had made it sound causal. I suppose mine can be quite vicious in the case where I never forget. I would obsess over it; and, as my friend once advised me, such good advice ;, 3 ;, if I keep focusing on my bad traits, I won't be happy. We all have one life, why live it in misery?
I will always keep that in mind. I love myself, but I hate my bad traits. I'm not perfect, but I wish I was; I don't like to hurt people, but it's something that will always happen in life. The only solution is if you're willing to fix things. If you have the heart, forgiveness and love, relationships can be molded together again.
Anyway, so I'd go into a deep self-critical cycle where any other person would suffocate whereas I would survive, alive but empty, casually listening to myself while feeling a little negative at the same time.
See? c:> Understatement sweatdrop C:
Think of it as the Doctor and the Dream Lord.
No one hates the Doctor more than himself.
If you expected information on my real self, like an About Me:
Weeeelllll. Gaia's a public place. Gaia's on the internet. The internet is not public. Even if you make everything private, to other users, on ANY SITE on the INTERNET (even email! Hotmail, Gmail, Yahoo, so forth), the owners/creators of the site can, at any time and for any reason, show someone some information about you, be it the public and private info you shared.
"Someone" could be a company, a school, the government?, anything "high" up there. It is not safe. Don't listen to "privacy settings". Trust me. They don't matter on a grand scale. If your private stuff are things you don't wish to share with others but won't be a hazard if shared to the entire world, then that's fine, but sharing real information isn't wise.
I have not once lied about anything about me I put on my profile. I say the things I say, I am who I am, and I like the things I enjoy c: My name is my name. I can't not have it. It would be like stripping me of my birth certificate! Though it's not the name I was born with, it's still my name. However, it's strictly internet-use only. No one verbally calls me 'Kiyori'. I wouldn't even turn around o.o. I've read it and never heard it and I go by my other name, which I respond to, but not as easily in writing. It's strange. It's like two different worlds sweatdrop
