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i feel so dumb all the time.... im surounded by all these amazingly brilliant people and im the one falling behind in all my classes and just about anything else that involves school. ive gotten to the point to where not even my boyfriend can make me smile... crying you probably dont know this but thats deffinatly saying something. emo sometimes when i tell people this i feel like they dont even care so usually i choose not to tell anyone this but i had to tell someone today.... its kinda why i like putting stuff on here. just write down my thoughts and let anyone read and comment as they wish.. it at least makes me feel a little better anyway.