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Congratulations to you my dear friend.
You just pushed me over the edge.
Now Im falling into this deep bottomless abyss.
Remember what I said?
Well I was wrong.
You are exactly like everyone else.
You said I do stuff that I would never think of.
You always assumed.
Assume - makes an "a**" out of "u" and "me".
So congratulations.
I have hit the bottom.
Lost, hopeless, scared, and cold.
The darkness of the abyss starts to pull over me as I fight for my life.
Depression has won...
So congratulations my dear friend once again.
There is nothing that will lure me back into the light.
But what light?
There is none.
Not here.
Not in the bottomless abyss you threw me in.
So congratulations...
To ignoring a friend who was only trying to...
Understand...
Help...
I tried to help you...
But now...
I am the one in need of help.
So please...
Help.
Don't ignore this plea...
I've always been here...
Waiting for you...
Waiting on you...
Waiting for a chance to prove my loyalty and trust.
and now...
Here I am...
Still waiting...
Even in this deep abyss you have dumped me in...
Shouldn't that be enough proof...?
Of everything I have wanted to show you..?
That you never believed existed..?
I am now stumbling about the dark...
I hurt myself as I stumble, trip, and fall thru the darkness.
I cry in pain...
I am left alone...
Helpless...
In this dark abyss...