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you know i really dont mind working, i complain to get a conversation going but really im good at most everything im tasked with. that said im not particularly stronger in any one particular thing. i do what im told, day after day i get paid and i make a living, lately ive come to think about this, what would god have done were the world not corrupted by adam and eve. would we be taking orders, would we even be talking, would we suffer more or less, who knows.

tomoros a good day! but also kind of sad but i wont view it as sad! im always my most happiest!! when im with her. honestly, and this is me spilling my guts, i think id have reached my limit without her around, last night she calmed me down so much, took away almost all of my stress by smiling for me, i know if it wasnt for her, i wouldnt know how to smile anymore, i draw on my life experience once more in saying this, my friend once told me without meaning, without someone to live for, life is empty, for what purpose do you exist if not for someone else, she has become my reason to exist, my purpose is to live with her, to see her smile, make her smile, argue with her, tease her, buy her things when she doesnt want me to lol

short journal, but ya know were going to a movie tomoro for a real date, not sure if we'll be doing anything intamite, but thats ok if we dont, i really just value my time together with such a wonderful woman, she truly is one of a kind, the last and most wonderful love of my life, ive been hurt many times, always left alone, but now when i imagine myself, i see her standing beside me