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So, there is a guy.
An awesome guy.
Who I like talking to
and he said 'I think I love you."
And I said 'O:' and then asked if he was serious.
And NOW I think I blew it, becuase I maybe like him the way he says he maybe likes me!
And I want to tell him that, but well...
'Once upon a time,
there was a ditz(moi) who fell in love
the guy loved her and they dated
and then after a few months
she realized
that she didn't love him the way he loved her, maybe at first she did, but not anymore
so she had to go and break this really awesome guy's heart
and she doesn't want to repeat that story
with anyone
and she's worried she might.
The End'
And sadly, all tragic stories repeat themselves, at least with me
And I really, REALLY, don't want to repeat that story.




**2015 EDIT**
...not much to say.... 'cept that I'd like to slap my old self in the face and then maybe throw her in a corner.

...Is it sad I don't even really remember either of those guys anymore?
Because I don't, not really, I have vague memories of them, but nothing really substantial.
Except maybe some left over anger towards one of them.