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I woke up today fully prpared to face the day and what ever life could possibly throw at me.....Only an hour later I am allready knocked down. My life cant possibley give me a single day to relax or recover frum the previous day... What fun would that be.......It's almost as if my life is a person with in my physical beeing...Screaming at me to do this or to do that... Continuously tormenting me and commanding, no DEMANDING that I have the worst day of my life every day. Is there an escape? Is there anyway to get out, to be free from this person inside of me......Maybe I sould retire to my soul and let that screaming indavidual take over...Maybe they will have more luck in being me than I do......... emo Am I supost to be here? Did someone make a mistake.......... What is my purpose in this world.......what is my purpose.....do i have a purpose?