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I went to bed really early - like 9:00 - and as a result, I had three dreams. One had five parts in itself. I got woken up after stage three and finished the next two after falling back asleep. My roommate kept waking me up with her cell. It happens. Another dream was where I was in a movie theater and there were tons of celebrities there that I knew, most notable the friends cast was there. Lol. So then we started talking about who was the hottest guy from the cast and they all reacted like they do in the series. It was funny. And I got to see Jennifer Aniston >w< There was a spin-off half dream after this where I was with Ross and we were talking about how he didn't make a move after saying so much bravado the night before. The third dream was a repeat dream, only half completed. It was the underwater dream with the tail and the boardwalk thing. I don't really know how to explain it, but I know I've had it before. It doesn't get much farther than where I was but I think it starts earlier on. The dreams are already fading in my mind, ah well.

This morning/afternoon is dedicated to getting my homework done.

[/ sigh] Ever since we started school, there has been this really cute guy in my myth class. I stared at him all yesterday. I need a release of this stress and pressure. I seriously spend the entire class thinking how beautiful he was or fantasizing about what I would do to him. "Could I really just grab his shirt and pull him into a kiss?" No- no you couldn't Jen. Just, keep dreaming. Besides that, I feel like s**t. Today is my last day then I get to take the pills again. This time, this time... I hope that it actually stops. No stupid spotting or other bleeding s**t games. I want to walk around without that cloud for ONE WEEK. Just, one week. I just want one week to myself. To feel pretty inside and out. To wear whatever clothes I want and not worry about things. I just, want one week for my body to listen to the pills and react appropriately. Oh, please.