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There are a lot of things that I should do...but when do I get to do what I want to do? I WANT to see the guy of my dreams..I WANT to be in his arms...but the I SHOULD is overbearing...I SHOULD work more..I SHOULD...I don't know how much more I can take before I break...break and fall into pieces that no one can put back together...I love him...I really do but how long will that last...my heart is running on fumes and nothing more...what do I do should I do what I want or do I just...want forevemore ?