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Mood- Pissed off (<-- the most I can censor how I'm feeling) stressed

Dear Journal,
Blah blah blah, haven't posted in a while. Needless to say I am very upset (which is an understatement). I'll start by saying that my mother and I don't get along in the least. She always belittles and bullies me, ever since I was a child, and just a year or two ago I've stopped listening to her after meeting my boyfriend, who gave me the confidence to fight back. Since then she hates him, and says the worst things about him that anyone can say to another human being. She did this rather recently, and of course I wouldn't tolerate someone talking about the love of my life that way, so after a fair warning (which she didn't heed) I told her to f-off and I blocked her on facebook.
Now here's what pissed me off. I just found out from my father (my parents are divorced) that my grandmother (my mom's mother) is in the hospital, and will be there for five days. My dad only found out because my sister told him, and when my dad asked my mother about the details, she wouldn't tell him anything! I was raised by my grandmother, and she's way more of a mother than the sorry excuse for a parent that my real mom is! I get that she's upset at me, but this is inexcusable! No one should with hold that kind of information from someone, ESPECIALLY MY OWN MOTHER!! I hate that woman! This is even worse than the time that she called me a failure as a daughter!
I get that no one will care about this or even read this, but this was more for me to just get out some bad feelings. I just hope that my grandma will be okay....