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I forgot to do one of these journals last night so I guess I'll do it right now. Last night the journal would have been probably the most cheerful one so far but not anymore. As usual things began to look all cheerful because I had plans for today but instead the plans got crushed along with the anticipation for today. People always want a little obedient child but that is too idealistic. I guess it is also idealistic to expect to have just one day to be out with your girlfriend and not have to worry about the time or if someone is mad at you. Parents want you to get more responsibilities when you are almost an adult but not give you the freedom of them. At least mine are like that.... So If I don't get the freedom I guess I don't need the responsibilities, it seems like that is a fair decision. If I'm told to do something now my only response is "No, because I can hardly go out." Both of my parents hate my one cousin and I see why. He enjoys his freedom and will not be told what to do by relatives. They thought they could tell a 28 year old what to do and when to come home then call him an a*****e when he didn't listen to them. He just got out of 4 tours of Iraq and is soon getting married. Why should he listen to others when he is going to college and clearly is an adult. I guess this is the end of my entry...