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I miss you.. But I can't tell you, because you are gone to have fun, I don't want to annoy you.. I want you to enjoy your time away. I want you to be happy.. But there is nothing for me here. I just want to hold you close, but your so far away.. Just promise me you will have fun.. I mean, you are at Disney, you should be pretty happy, right? and you will be home in a few days, right..? And I am stuck here with them and a busted hand.. I can't do as much work as normal because my arms are shaky.. my body is shaky... I can barly hold up a cup for ******** sake.. But I would never tell you. Not a word~ ... I can't tell you how bad I want to see you, to talk to you.. to hear your voice. but, you are hopefully somewhere fun. Like the beach or out at dinner. You are where there are nice beaches to swim, and so much to do.. cool malls.. things that aren't here.. I just wish we could have been closer before you left.. I bet you were still angry at me.. Damn, I really ******** up huh? I wish they didn't have to stay here, but they have no where else to go. So they have to stay here.. What will we do well your mom is gone for thoes 3 weeks? food will run out pretty quick. And you have to work.. And I don't want anyone over.. I fell like I'd scream if I had to deal with that ******** man. not to mention you seemed pretty pissed at them, so hopefully they won't. Since you were so angry.. But you did show them she would be gone... That sucks..