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i knw most people dont care about what people say on here. especially me bit i might aswell tell you whats been going on in my life. I have diabetes and im having a hard time controlling it because it takes up so much of my actual time to do things and when i have to take a shot people are all like gonk . This makes me feel really bad and like i need to spend more time with my friends. My parents tend to be over protective over everthingi do especially medically. I kno i need to take better care of myself but its just really really hard. My parents yell at me all the time for no apparent reason i got yelled at for freaking having honor role in school and they wanted to yell at me for a missing assignment. My life suckes because of all the craps that goes on in it. People bully me saying that im gay and theyve said it so many times that im actually starting to think im actually gay and its not helping any situation i my life. My parents are homophobes and my dad said hed shoot me if i was gay. I just need someone that can just listen to me because where im at right now im the shrink for everyone else but myself. cry .lets just say there are people lves out there that are worse but righ now in the hell im in i gota help myself first . Just like america lets take care of ourself before we can take care of other countries.