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Do you know how I handle my pain? I laugh it off and cuss it out of my head... Do you know how I hide loneliness? I sit at home and tell myself you don't need anyone... Do you know what I do when I'm bored? I sit at home and wonder "why?" Do you know what happens when I get mad? I yell... Do you know what happens when I get pissed? I cuss... Do you know what happens after I get pissed? I ignore you... Do you know what I do when I hear someone say "what would you know you've never had a boyfriend" I die a little more inside... Do you know what I think when I hear "OO! Let me hook you up with someone!"? I think "don't make the poor boy go out with me out of pity".... Do you know what this tells me? What... What type of friends do I have where I have to do/think/say all these things.
-anonymous...