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I am an Alien to the human species
I walk among the world
Half Dead to my eyes
Born in the darkness of Death
Growing Angry each day
My body crafted by the devil himself
Draws attention to the wicked minds
Where they feel his wrath
Pounding upon their soul
As they simply withered
Away into the darkness
To meet him I was his crown
That ate the souls and banished them
Darkness is where I grew
As I festered angry whispers
Blood drove me crazy as the cries
Of the souls drove my anger
An emotionless demon
With a stone cold heart
Never learned to cry
Forever closed to the world

Half Living with love
A part learning with a cold heart
The one who would see
Above and beyond
The rage and would
Calm her down
With a lovely melody
Played on his flute
A melody so sweet
My anger disappears
My emotions come to life
With a kiss of his lips
With a touch of his hand
With a word of his voice
Brings back the light
Of this demon which
Went unseen
Now shines
Brightly through my actions
The stars shine in the midnight sky and dance happily
The moon returns white from red

I am not from this world
I do not understand human ways
I do not believe in the bible
But I rather ask the Devil,Jesus and God Themselves
I am an observant I observe and process
I rely on my instinct"hunches"
They have saved many of my loved ones before
If I don't understand I don't kill
I rather take a full observing notice
Yes I'm not a bright bulb
But I don't want to be
I investigate when I sense bad vibes
The only thing about me is
That I can turn off my feelings
but Never around him
I'm a tomboy and a perv
But perv in rl only with my bf
How I act Online is how i am in rl

I Can be so far what ppl have told me
Evil
Sadistic
Lazy
Random
Laid-Back
Party Starter
Hyper
Silly
Dependable( with advice and being there for ppl)
Shy
Out Going
Crazy
Quite
Pretty Darn Weird
Animated
Devilish
Out Spoken
Tough
Truthful(most ppl don't like it when I am)
Rude
Honorable(I'm still trying to figure that out im no queen)
Geek(I no some thing about some stuff)
Cool
ugh i hate these but ima put them up( curse you my male buddies)
Sexy
Hot
Gorgeous
Pretty

Yeah I have alot of my buddies are males I have very few female friends in rl that why i guess thats y I can be a bit of a perv rolleyes


Well thats about it dam I need to broden down really took me 2 hr to write this all like wtf!!! yeah ima alien