- Wow, seriously? Why can't you just LEAVE ME ALONE?
For those who are thinking like,"Damn, this chick is bipolar." read this, and understand.:
2 Years ago, I started dating some girl, and it was great. The relationship seemed well. Until I allowed her to actually LIVE me. Things started turning upside down. But, I was always too scared to really say anything. I dated this girl for a year and 2 months. But, we lived with each other for almost 1 year and 3 months. the worst 1 year and 3 months of my life. We went from my place, to her place. Mind you, I live in NJ, she lives in Utah. I lived with her in Utah for 6 months, and our relationship was very abusive. It was mainly verbal abuse. But, there were times that we where at each other's necks. From here, lies the understanding as to why I have PTSD. Something happened, and I went home. For good. And without her, thank god. But, the scars and memories will forever haunt me. :/
So, back to the original story. I had a dream that she was in, and it was just like;"woah man. can you just leave me alone?"
The thing is that I went back to Utah to figure some stuff out with some medical bills. Unfortunately, she was there. I mean, it was a given that she would be there because that's her dad's house. Anyway, she kept trying to antagonize me. Every time she did, I managed to fight with her in my dream. Not argument fight, like a physical altercation. I ******** that bitches face up, but the thing is that she kept coming back for me. Like, everywhere I went in the house, there she was.
I woke up in such a shitty mood. It's like I go to sleep, and I'm home. But, when I dream, I'm at her house.
And I also understand that a dream is a dream. But, that dreams still haunt me, and will haunt me.
