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Well well. I had a pretty sweet gig going didn't I?

She was tripping over me, I was falling for her, we were SO CLOSE...

But then I ******** it up.

Died for a little and then experienced something I never should have.

woke up in this neato' new life, started gaining weight, not a pound of which is not now muscle.

Even tried my hand at a romance IRL. I ******** it up. Who didn't see THAT coming?

I wanna apologize and I still want to make it up to you all.

Most of all I want to talk to you guys, the guys I used to KNOW.

I want to tell you all Im sorry. Im sorry that I messed up something that was so good! Remember? It was great! We were having such an interesting time, and I would dream about it every night, looking forward to the next message, the next chapter in this drama we had. The emotion was all so real! I want it back so badly!

But...

Well...

... Now... We can't go back, can we? We have way too much to do now, what with us getting older, gaining all of these responsibilities, logging hours for a drivers license, Speeding through algebra as fast as we can to jump on Dual enrollment ASAP. ( that last one is probably just me but still)

Those days are gone, and it will never be the same...

... I don't even know if all of you are still alive.

But, we can still talk to eachother, you know, pal around like we used to. Talk about life, laugh at jokes, all that fun stuff.

So, how about it? You wanna come together as we are now? You Know it would be fun.