You ever have one of those when things seem kinda boring? I'm having one of those right now. gonk All I've done today was watch TV (like tabatha's salon takeover), or drag trash bags of clothes almost half my size down stairs. And it looks like that's gonna be my tomarrow too. gonk I wish that there was something to do!
Oh well, I guess I'm just kinda worried. sad
At my birthday party a good friend of mine (or aleast I thought she was) spilled a secret (and a bit of an embarassing one at that) in front of my friends (one who is like a popular girl super information highway) and my grandma! mad
The secret was about a guy that I like, who is a couple of years younger than me. After all we've all had those embarassing crushes you wouldn't tell anyone but one of your closest BFF's about.
I just don't know why she told every one, even though she promissed not to say anything. I never did anything to her! confused If that was some kinda joke I'm not laughing. mad I hope he doesn't find out ( akward! ). sweatdrop
Besides, I'm not gonna confess or anything, neutral I know how that would turn out.
It would be fun for a while, but then I'd go off to continue my education, he'd stay and finnish his.
Then we're both too busy and things just fall apart. Thats how it usually goes, and I'm not about to go though that.
Too bad I don't think I can really trust my friend anymore. sad
Sometimes having AS is kinda confusing when it comes to people you can trust.
I personaly don't completely trust anyone, but I will trust to a point. And having AS it kinda makes it harder to spot if someone is realy sincer or lying.
So when I see her I'll realy have to study her face hard to see if she realy sorry of if she's trying to cover her a**.
Wish me luck!
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