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Dear mom,

I remember as I was just a child,
Smashed my face in a mirror,
took a tooth-pick slash my face with it,
Oh! look here I'm bleeding everywhere,
doesnt anyone care, Yea! im the sickest
person you'll ever meet,I deserve to die
dont you think......

I'm tired of people saying,
they'll be there for me,
I'm sick of there lies,
there fake a** smiles,
no hugs for me,
I'm just a little devil,
wondering the streets,
well according to my
MOM that's what She Thinks,
I never been so lonely in my life,
It's thanks to "you" , you've opened my eyes....

" Dont trust people around you CHILD," that's what you said
before I go to bed...
It's because of you ,leaving me nearly as a baby,
I have bad dreams every third of a week,
I always ador you, would do and thing for you,
All I ever wanted was a mother's love.....
Maybe it's not me , maybe it's you
your the child that crys on the inside.