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i love you,
you say you love me,
you kiss me,
we used to hang out,
you used to text me and make me laugh,
why did it have to change?
are you trying to distance your self from me?
we where planing on having a future togeather,
we love each other,
you never talk about your feelings,
you always want to know about mine,
your always happy,
are you just hiding the fact that your sad?
are you mad at me for some reason?
i wish we can go back,
back to last week,
back to the happy days when you talked to me out side of school,
when we hung out togeather,
when we went on dates,
when did your kisses go so cold,
you don`t have to kiss me to show me that you love me,
why do you ignore me for someone else?
why do you turn to talk to some one else when we talk?
do you even love me?
was it all a lie?
i wish you would tell me,
speak to me,
hug me,
never let me go,
you have my heart,
you have my life,
please don`t let me go,
you always tell me you wont hurt me,
those silent nights sitting at home by myself are the loneliest,
i`ve had nightmares of dieing,
those hurt but not as bad as never hearing your voice before going to bed,
you never text any more,
i wish you would open up to me,
do you even see that i`m turning cold?
do you even hear me call your name?
do you notice when i`m sad?
do you notice the pain i have when you grab my wrist?
my hand being painted crimson red?
you don`t notice anything anymore,
your not there for me any more,
i`m slowly drifting away from what used to be my light,
i love you,
please will you just look at me when we talk?
can we just go back to how we were before?
when you noticed me,
when you kept me from the darkness of my past,
when your kisses whern`t as cold as a snowy night,
will we ever go back?
or will i drift away back into the dark of my past?
will you ever love me like you used to?
i lay here on the floor in the dark waitting for you to save me,
i doubt you will come,
i doubt you even love me anymore,

by:gothicpuppy123