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So today I feel really sick still, and It takes all I have just to get out of bed. I feel myself withdrawing from the world and It takes everything just to focus on breathing.
I feel like there is a pound of bricks on my chest, and I am just waiting for the moment my rib cage cracks from the pressure.

My sickness has also brought on my depression that I have been shoving to the back of my mind for a few weeks now. It's catching up and knocking me on my a**.

I am so tired.