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~october edition Tale II: the devil's mercy~

I have seen death,and let me tell you...all I see is beautiful.
I have to tell you why I see death before I can finish my story.

I was a regular college student trying to get his medical degree.
as you can tell,I wasn't the brightest bulb out of the class but what
I did possess over all the others was my memory,I can remember
segments of the book the teacher even forgot.

yes,I was pretty much set to fly by,later along the school year
we were supposed to dissect a cadaver,I had some reservations
about this as so did many other students did but many of us got
over that and went to our samples and began to open the subject.
the subject I received was rather old,in my opinion a 70 something
year old,the man seemed to go quiet peacefully based on the facial
expressions...as I opened it,I could smell the preservatives that kept
the body from decomposing.as I reached for the heart I swear I though I
saw his eyes move...I was a little freaked out so a jumped back a little causing
a commotion...I was afraid.I quickly did what I had to do just so I can leave quickly.
I don't know why..but I swear I hear the following phrase "death is beautiful" in the back of my head as I noticed the eyes.

we move on to the near future,I got my degree..or was supposed to.....
you see there was some sort of accident that deleted my file...my file alone,
and because of this I can't get my degree...all these 8 years I wasted were for nothing and the school denies of my existence in the school...but the cherry on top
is that I now have to pay a 3rd party loan company for those 8 years.It's hard finding
a job when you have nothing to say to fill the 8 year gap....I don't know what to do.
I'm at the end of my rope here...............I'm scared of continuing with this cruel world...

....I'm done,..but I will leave you with this "death is beautiful.....might we meet,perhaps
but I will say...death expects to see you soon"