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I dunno, I've just been depressed today. I'm not exactly sure why. I mean, school finally started, so I get to see everyone and all my friends, and its awesome because some of them I haven't seen all summer and have been missing them so bad. And I guess I got a couple of new friends already. Its just that, I don't know.
Everything seems so different now. Marian and Mariana are gone, so at lunch I'm really just sitting by myself. I mean, Ronnie's still there, but were seeming to drift away. Which is sad, cause he's the only person I still really consider a friend. I have Jessica and Taelor and Benito still sure, but Jessica and I aren't really that close to where I'd want to talk to her about my problems, Taelor is too clingy and her boyfriend is always around, making it awkward, and I don't know if I can really talk to her about my problems anyway. She listens, but she doesn't help, at all. And Benito, well, somehow things got awkward. We can't talk anymore.
But what would we talk about anyway? I have no reason to really be depressed anyway. If anything, I should be happy. I'm surround by a whole bunch of friends that can make me laugh and make my day better...
But only for a little bit.