Arent i allowed to be happy, is my life only going to be pain. i found you and for a short time i was happy. i thought we will be together forever but maybe that was my imagination. my dreams are interfering with life i can hardly tell a dream from reality. well i guess this little poem explains better what i think of myself. i think its true i wonder why. crying crying crying
Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted
 Celeste Darkheart · Fri Aug 06, 2010 @ 09:35pm · 0 Comments |
